Song Meaning

A person grapples with a profound sense of emotional detachment, lamenting that "あいしたいものばっかりなのに" (even though I only want to love things), they struggle to find anything lovable. This internal conflict is compounded by a growing list of things they feel they "have to apologize for," suggesting a burden of guilt or regret. A creeping apathy takes hold, as the narrator admits to "getting used to forgetting" and a feeling of "つまんなくなっていく" (gradually becoming boring).