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Back to the city where everyone hurts me Where nobody loves me for me Nobody cares how much I hurt, they just want what I got And I don't have a lot, they sucked it the fuck out of me I've been afraid to be myself again 'Cause I've let too many evil rapist demons in, yeah It be your own friends, don't trust nobody Don't even feel like I'm still in my body I don't wanna feel anymore I'd rather be numb I'd rather be dumb I'd rather be free, I'd rather rest in peace I've been ready to die, I'm begging on my knees Want love but I'll never find it I just pretend like I don't mind it The only time I let somebody in They hurt me again There's a little heart and it wants to live There's a little part that thinks it should be him There's a little part that thinks it should be him I don't wanna feel anymore I'd rather be numb I'd rather be dumb I'd rather be free, I'd rather rest in peace I've been ready to die, I'm begging on my knees Just want love but I'll never find it I just pretend like I don't mind it The only time I let somebody in They hurt me again