Lyrics

Am i supposed to die With my heart in my hands Was i ever truly free Is this how it was meant to be Am i just holding on Or just holding off This life's become too much Why fight it anymore [Chorus] I am not beyond the tears The tears that are ripping at my heart I am not beyond the pain The pain that tears my soul apart I have lost all hope The only joy i feel Comes from tightening this rope And knowing the end is near Misery fuels the fire Which leaves my charred remains All of my life Has been spent in vain [Chorus] I am not beyond the tears The tears that are ripping at my heart I am not beyond the pain The pain that tears my soul apart I thought i was strong Now i know i was wrong I try to pretend Putting off the end I thought i was strong Now i know i was wrong I try to pretend Putting off the end At the final turn i see How life was meant to be With no regrets i tie the knot And with death i am apart