Had To Have Him

Lyrics

I'm the cause of your hurting I'm the source of your pain It was not my intention To have your loss be my gain I can't walk by a mirror I can't speak my own name Without clenching my fists tight And flinching in shame Cause I know you'll love him Till your very last day But I just had to have him And he felt the same way I'm a lost a sea sailor Who looks to the stars To guide them to safety And keep them from harm It's so damn cloudy Don't know which way to turn I know when the light comes I surely will burn Cause I know you'll love him Till your very last day But I just had to have him And he felt the same way You sit in your silence While I put you through hell You don't say a bad word Gotta say them myself At night when I'm tossing trying to sleep in my bed Those bad words come racing through my head I know you'll love him Till your very last day But I just had to have him And he felt the same way Cause I know you'll love him Till your very last day But I just had to have him Just had to have him And he felt the same way I just had to have him And he felt the same way