Lyrics

[Verse 1] Don't know if I should stop talking to you When you're over, I'm lying on a bed of eggshells I don't know what I've been trying to prove In the morning, I wanna be alone with myself [Pre-Chorus] So I'm not gonna call you when I cry I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine I'm not gonna stay up all night I'm not gonna hold you tight I'm not gonna hang on by a thread I'm not gonna keep you fed I'm not gonna sleep in your bed I'm not gonna give you space [Chorus] I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl Keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl [Verse 2] I don't really know if I even like you But I'm stuck in a pattern and I just can't get out of it And maybe I'm just being lazy But, baby, I want you still, I'm not proud of it [Pre-Chorus] So I'm not gonna call you when I cry I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine I'm not gonna stay up all night I'm not gonna hold you tight I'm not gonna hang on by a thread I'm not gonna keep you fed I'm not gonna sleep in your bed I'm not gonna give you space [Chorus] I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl Keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl [Bridge] Keep waking up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you [Chorus] I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl