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[Verse 1] My mother's losing sleep 'cause she don't know what to do My best friend's holding me while I'm crying in my room The doctor said she'll find me someone to help me very soon But if I'm being honest, they don't have a fucking clue Maybe I'm a problem no one's ever gonna solve Was always shit at maths at school, I really should have known 'Cause things aren't adding up but I'm still put to the test Perfectionist inside me wants to always do my best [Chorus] But my best ain't good enough right now I wanna grow back down again Back when I was never scared Wanna grow back down again, again, again [Verse 2] I'm overly emotional, nobody wants to talk You don't wanna hear all the troubles in my heart Maybe in a year, I'll look back and laugh Step back and admire a tragic work of art But it's taking too long, I'm impatient Am I broken; can you fix it? I've read all the articles, still Google every day Like there's a chance I'll find an answer After a thousand days [Chorus] All my days aren't good enough right now I wanna grow back down again Back when I was innocent Wanna grow back down again, again, again [Bridge] I cancel my plans, I drown every sorrow 'Cause I don't think I'll feel better tomorrow Don't want a sigh, I don't want empathy I want someone to fix me I cancel my plans, I drown every sorrow 'Cause I don't think I'll feel better tomorrow Don't want a sigh, I don't want your pity I want someone to fix me [Verse 3] My mother's losing sleep 'cause she don't know what to do My best friend's holding me while I'm crying in my room The doctor said she'll find me someone to help me very soon But if I'm being honest, they don't have a fucking clue [Chorus] 'Cause my best ain't good enough right now I wanna grow back down again Back when I was innocent Things were simpler back then I wanna grow back down again