Lyrics

[Verse 1] I close my eyes it's still as real as the day that I arrived I still hear the noise and feel the fight inside Stuck in the dark fighting for the light Funny how it seems I fight for everyone but me How long's it gonna take for me to see I'm the only one that can set me free [Chorus] I know it's gonna pass but it's still a burden on my soul Cause everything I saw it left me with a hole That no matter what I do I just can't fill The memories that I carry are like medals on my chest One foot in the future one foot in thе past And with everything I do now I confess It's only gonna changе if I change it [Verse 2] Coming home didn't really feel like coming home A husband, father, son and still alone Looking for the life I used to know But here I am in my thoughts I know I've let the enemy in But I'll be damned now if I'm gonna let 'em win 14 years now and this is where it ends and hope begins [Chorus] I know it's gonna pass but it's still a burden on my soul But everything I saw it left me with a hole That no matter what I do I just can't fill The memories that I carry are like medals on my chest One foot in the future one foot in the past And with everything I do now I confess It's only gonna change if I change it [Bridge] I was chasing down the reaper but he just ran from me Prisoner to a war never found the enemy Alone here with my thoughts scribbled on this page I finally found the key to unlock this cage [Chorus] I know it's gonna pass but it's still a burden on my soul But everything I saw it left me with a hole That no matter what I do I just can't fill The memories that I carry are like medals on my chest One foot in the future one foot in the past And with everything I do now I confess It's only gonna change if I change it [Outro] If I change it