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Cormega's "Idk" (likely titled ironically, given the depth of insight) functions as a series of stark character sketches, etched with empathy yet unflinching in their portrayal of lives caught in cyclical traps. The song isn't a detached observation; it's a guttural plea for self-awareness and change, masked as narrative. Each verse acts as a mini-drama, highlighting the psychological burdens carried by individuals struggling with the consequences of their choices. Cormega isn't interested in glorifying street narratives; instead, he exposes the raw, often self-inflicted wounds that fester beneath the surface. The first verse centers on the fractured relationship between a mother and her incarcerated son. It's a portrait of guilt, resentment, and conditional love. The son's manipulative tactics, calling "collect" and showering his mother with apologies only when convenient, expose a parasitic dynamic. The mother, in turn, grapples with her own culpability, wondering if she could have done more, even as she's bled dry. Cormega subtly highlights the psychological toll of systemic issues manifesting within a family unit. The second verse shifts focus to a woman caught in a cycle of transactional relationships. She is "sleepin' with dudes / Ain't no feelings involved," highlighting the hollowness of her pursuits. Cormega doesn't shy away from indicting her choices, questioning whether her "respect worth losin' for the next man wealth?" He frames her situation as a confrontation with her own reflection, urging her to recognize that "everything you do in darkness will come to the light." This verse explores themes of self-worth, exploitation, and the illusion of control. Finally, Cormega addresses addiction and its devastating impact on parenthood. The imagery is brutal: child welfare, lost custody, the stark choice between "stimulation or your children?" The verse lays bare the internal conflict of an addict teetering on the edge of redemption. The line "It's sunny outside, but it don't seem blue" encapsulates the emotional numbness that often accompanies addiction, a world where even beauty is distorted. Ultimately, "Idk" is a testament to Cormega's storytelling prowess, transforming personal struggles into universal lessons about accountability, resilience, and the difficult path toward self-improvement. The recurring chorus is not just a hook, but a solemn vow to keep fighting, keep striving, and keep living despite the weight of past mistakes.

Cormega - Rap

Live Ya Life

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[Verse 1] Your son's stressin' you out When he was home, he showed no respect for ya house Now he locked up, callin' collect and you about to put a block on your phone, till he says you're the only one helpin' him out He said his friends ain't there for him He wish he'd listened when you said they don't care for him Every night, before you sleep you say a prayer for him You even blame yourself, cause you couldn't pay bail for him You raised him the best you could He respect you more now Cause you his best friend in the hood He said he love you and he's sorry for the trouble he caused you And it isn't because you he in there, so live ya life… [Chorus] This life, oh, this life I promise to keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' I'm gonna do it right So there won't have to be no troubles in my life [Verse 2] You single and strugglin', sleepin' with dudes Ain't no feelings involved, they trickin' on you You think you gettin' over, as time flies you gettin' older Waking up with nobody to hold ya You're like bad dope, nobody wants you Haunted by your past ghosts, they used to run through Changin' is your last hope, but do you want to? Are you still sensual prey when dealers come through? Is your respect worth losin' for the next man wealth? Look in the mirror, stare at yourself Everything you do in darkness will come to the light Stop fighting your conscience and live ya life... [Chorus] This life, oh, this life I promise to keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' I'm gonna do it right So there won't have to be no troubles in my life [Verse 3] You had an addiction It was so clear, child welfare came to your home And apprehended your children Now you faced with a decision What you love more: stimulation or your children? The choice is yours; in the presence of evil You started sniffin' boy, you was scared of them needles Your man died from sharin' with people Know they dope good if you said "it's diesel" Now you staring at your kid's room, but it don't seem true It's sunny outside, but it don't seem blue You got kids who need you, what you gon' do? The only way you gon' make things right Is to get yourself together, live ya life... [Chorus] This life, oh, this life I promise to keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' I'm gonna do it right So there won't have to be no troubles in my life This life, oh, this life I promise to keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' I'm gonna do it right So there won't have to be no troubles in my life [Outro] Keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' Keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' Keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' Keep on, keep on, keep on strugglin' This life

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