Earthlings

Lyrics

Verse 1 (Jae Skeese): Nowadays i only go where i get celebrated Some folks just wanna break me down that left me decimated All my symptoms stress related Anxiety paranoia and hyperventilation Not too many i can count on if i had to estimate it -- Nowadays i only go where i get celebrated Some folks just wanna break me down that left me decimated All my symptoms stress related Anxiety paranoia and hyperventilation Not too many i can count on if i had to estimate it If you love me how could you question my dedication Im growing while you stuck stationary as vegetation But you my people could never do defecation Change requires elevation in between our wavelengths and separation I wanna bring you up thats just to tee you up Like a driver on the green but not the type to speed you up I wanna get you past the rough Thats a concept im not really sure you grasp enough Resentment steps in when you ain't moving past your grudge Its foolish thats because you setting yourself up Like you movin packs and drugs ina trap Cuz i got your best interests at heart I always had a coat on but for you i set to defrost Verse 2 (Conway The Machine): I been sitting quietly in the back on some out of sight out of mind shit Thats the only time i can finally get to relax My zone and my piece of mind i just been tryna get it back Its people that say they love me but entitlement attached And jealousy, same people that been tryna hit my jack But technically really just dont have time to hit em back And i ain't tryna hit you back dont got time to really chat Unless its valuable to this empire i built from scratch It was people like Nas that inspired me in fact That grimy shit is back And you have me to thank entirely for that Contemplating retirement from rap Turnin down drinks tryna keep my sobriety intact Im lighting up back to back These anxiety attacks and depression i been fighting got me fighting like ??? Sometimes i struggle acknowledging the shit i lack I dont wanna do no interviews why would you even ask Look, this paralysis in my face im still not comfy with And plus they usually asking some dummy shit Cameras in my face, they post it on they pages And people all in the comments damn what happened to his face Thats why i just stay away Its annoying, i dont wanna get noticed Direct eye contact, i avoid it Go ahead and crack your little jokes bet you enjoy it Yous a funny guy but you still in line for unemployment Know whats ironic i actually had talks About this possibly happening but fuck what people thought I still remember that call told my bro i quit therapy He was like yea right n fuck is you tellin me you trippin You mean its a procedure that can fix it Had your shit back looking normal and you tellin me you didn't Brodie i know you gifted but what if you get lit and n clownin every minute Thats gon have you feeling twisted But im gon support you regardless your decision Lookin back thats exactly what got me in this position being different