Lyrics

And I am always on the run I am running from myself Because it's got too fucking obvious that I wanna be someone else Pretty people that I see Playing characters on tv And all the bullshit social media Makes me doubt what you could be Cause now I'm a clown that's doing stand up in a club I've lost control of And now it's got me clearing out my phone and I'm burning all my clothes Because they don't match my persona Cause I am a maker and I am a faker And I am a fucked up person creator And I'm feeling like I'm 6 feet deep in bullshit Taking it too far so now I have to commit to it And I am always on the run I am running from myself I am just playing a character that depicts my mental health So whеn I'm getting drunk and flustered Whеn I'm covered in ketchup and mustard You can laugh like it's a comedy but it's a fucking cry for help And I am a clown that banged his head against a wall and locked in the drama And now it's got me burning all my clothes and I'm gonna die alone because that is my persona Cause I am a maker and I am a faker And I am a fucked up person creator And I'm feeling like I'm 6 feet deep in bullshit Taking it too far so now I have to commit to it