​goin’ for the garbage plate

Lyrics

[Chorus] Oh no, not this again I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends Become a hermit on the weekend Feels like my shell is closing in Oh no, here we go again Here we go again [Verse 1] How is this my default? I only listen to the insults My lungs are choking on the asphalt I can't afford my Adderall So while I'm riding this free fall (Every time I) Ignoring all my phone calls (Say I'm fine) Gave up the alcohol (I realize I still) So I count the cracks in my wall (Kinda wanna die) [Pre-Chorus] I don't go to parties even when I'm invited I never know what to say I know things are changing I know that I'm changing So why does it feel the samе? [Chorus] Oh no, not this again I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends Becomе a hermit on the weekend Feels like my shell is closing in Oh no, not this again I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends Become a hermit on the weekend Feels like my shell is closing in Oh shit, not this again (Every time I say I'm fine) Here we go again (Every time I'm still gonna cry) Here we go again [Verse 2] I don't go to parties even when I'm invited I never know what to say I know things are changing I know that I'm changing So why does it feel the same? I can't go to shows without feeling so old I get dressed but don't leave the house The curtains are closed, and I'm sleeping alone Lock me in and don't let me out I don't go to parties even when I'm invited (And I keep getting in my own way) I never know what to say I know things are changing (And I keep getting in my own way) I know that I'm changing So why does it feel the same? [Bridge] Always in the corner like a recluse Feeling like a drug that you just abuse When life is nothing more than win or lose On and on, or so it goes Are the weekends just a waste of my time? Lie straight to your face when I'm asked if I'm fine Sit down, take my meds, and fall back in line Get it right I'll be just fine [Chorus] Oh no, not this again I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends Become a hermit on the weekend Feels like my shell is closing in Oh no, here go again I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends Become a hermit on the weekend Feels like my shell is closing in Oh shit, not this again