Elwood’s

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Most of the time I have no idea who I am Most of the time I'm just stumbling trying to survive But everything gets clearer When I look at you Most of the time all the voices inside, they won't quit Most of the time I am nothing close To my unironic self But everything gets clearer When I look at you [Chorus] And everything I've done 'til now Is to try and be a better man But the sadness comes creeping up beside my bed at night And the liquor never asks what's in my head (In my head) [Verse 2] (Oh, oh, oh, oh) (Oh, oh) That was a year ago And I still replay that shit I never truly understood How it could come to this I'm not good enough, not for anyone Especially myself [Bridge] (All this time I always blamed you, because if it was your fault then I wouldn't have to change And I really don't think I'm capable of that right now Could I find myself in the breakdown? And if I fell from these heights, could I find myself in the breakdown?) Eventually I'll get it right Get a therapist and sleep at night Until then, I'm swimming for dry land I even went to church again, it seems some bruises God won't mend Nothing's really going as I planned And I know that I should let you go But I just can't seem to, so Maybe I can drink you off Maybe I can drink you off my mind I feel like blacking out Forgetting all this stress These empty conversations I'm already over them I feel like blacking out Whose blood is on my fist? The only thing I need to know Is will it always be like this? [Outro] I feel like blacking out (I'm not good enough, enough for anyone) I feel like blacking out (Especially myself) I feel like blacking out (I'm not good enough, enough for anyone) I feel like blacking out (Especially myself) Will it always be like this?