RCM (RAIN CLOUD MENTALITY)

Lyrics

Who am I Who am I Hello hi Chris Trevigne Had a full name Like a first name Since the 5th grade Like real early Born and raised In a good place Sign reads Peaceful valley Rains 12 times a year So when it rains It rains like hell see I have a real good family Fuck w immediate or extended And you'll immediately regret it I took this shit for granted In my early teens & honestly, I do not understand it If I had this shit so perfect, why do I feel so damaged Like school was easy, & girls were quick I could jump real high, I stole my moms eyes Look like my dad, who looks just like his dad Look I charmed my way through undergrad When I write the stats, and see em stacked, I feel bad that I ever feel bad breathe in count my blessings realize what's real and what isn't But I always had this rain cloud mentality Found out the more you think, the more you think inaccurately I don't wanna be this way forever & I know it's getting better all the time, but sometimes I just breakdown and cry, like Never compare, but don't lose sight Perspective hard to see at night It's dark in my mind, tho I smile real wide Cus now pictures on the gram paint out our lives Confuse her likes for like she likes me Feel like that's some shit we all do daily Feel like steve robbed us of our livelihood And we emptied out our pockets like it's all good Do you want cheese with your wine I do not want to be a server for the rest of my life I don't wanna be this way forever Always had dreams of moving to SoCal Like HOV, beach is better