Dichotomy

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Claas] They try to preach 'bout Heaven but there's Hell to pay (There's Hell to pay) And I can feel the sins of Satan when they say my name (Say my name) See, I believe that pain and punishment's the way we're born (The way we're born) But yet they tried to give me angel wings with devil's horns I can see the light when I look up from out the flames (From out the flames) And I can see the fire's burning down from Heaven's Gate (From Heaven's Gate) They're both within me like a tug-of-war to tear me down Bury me deep in the ground, lookin' around like What do you want from me now? I am no demon, ain't no angel, I am way beyond (Way beyond) I am the storm forever building and there ain't no calm (And their ain't no calm) So here I am just sitting, staring at a loaded gun (A loaded gun) Then I decide to tell the holy side it better run (It better run) [Chorus: Claas] I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy) I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy) [Verse 2: Boondox] Devil on my shoulder saying Heaven's dead An angel on the other with a severed head A nightmare in the middle of a holy war Hand on the Ouija board and begging it to show me more I cannot conceive all of the things I'm seein' But after seein' all these things conceived, I am believin' That I'm the beast, the beast is needin' and the reason bein' They won't release 'til I'm deceased so demons watch me dreamin' Necronomicon whispered in my ear with something Like M. Night Shyamalan, a twist that I did not see coming My mind is Zion, in my heart resides a living Hell My soul's a lion, I've been dyin' fightin' with myself [Chorus: Claas] I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy) I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy) [Verse 3: Cage] Run with the herd, I walk with the pack, maniac, it wasn't an act Spring in the mag, I needed to clap, this is the world that painted me black I was possessed, I gave into it, switch your blood for embalming fluid Leave you dead to be looked at, then they bury you where they cooked at What if I was just wildin'? What if it's not worth defilin'? What if the can's on, it's silent? What if what's calling's misdialin'? I was married to the game, I let in O's Buried to your neck, I'm already stoned I give The Lord this soul to take if she should die before I wake (If she should die, if she should die) I don't kneel, I'm just here for the feast Make a play and say fuck police If I'm lost here from the beast then I'll put a cross here on the priest Eat a dick, you fuckin' hag, another day, another bag Pussy callin' me, what a nag, dumped a load then dump a mag They were too frightened beyond the nightmares and lightning All the food that was rottin', suddenly it would ripen When the sky opened up and the ground started shakin' Then nothin' fuckin' happened because you've all been forsaken [Chorus: Claas] I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy) I can feel The Devil when he's calling me (Calling me) Telling me that Hell is where I oughta be (Oughta be) And I can tell that Heaven's not a part of me (Part of me) But still, it's got me caught in this dichotomy (Dichotomy)