Not Usually Like This

Lyrics

[Verse 1] We used to be like the lovers, the ones that you'd see in a movie I felt like I was your Noah, and I thought that you were my Allie But we weren't out of a book And I never wanted to hide it But I had my heart set on you When I guess you still hadn't decided [Pre-Chorus] But I was so fucked up, when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? [Chorus] No, I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment And you know I could usually fight this No, I'm not usually like this [Verse 2] I thought I got over this feeling 'Cause it's been six years now But I saw you last week on the street and I caught myself turning around Then I hoped that by now I'd forget After parties when we'd stumble home We'd text while we sneak past your parents Drunk from bottles we don't even own [Pre-Chorus] But I was so fucked up, when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? [Chorus] And I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment You know I could usually fight this No, I'm not usually like this [Bridge] Why do I fall, when you're all out of love? And how do I know, when you fell out of love? No, why do I fall, when you're all out of love? So when did you fall out of love? When did you fall out of love? [Pre-Chorus] But I was so fucked up, when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? [Chorus] No, I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment You know I could usually fight this No I'm not usually like this [Outro] And I'm not usually like this (I'm not usually like this) And I don't think I'm ready for change (Oh-ah) You know I could usually fight this (I'm not usually like this) And sometimes I'm fine with the pain (No) And I know it's hard sometimes (I'm not usually like this) But I wish you could stay for a moment (Oh) You know I could usually fight this (I'm not usually like this) No, I'm not usually like this (Not usually like this)