​​fucked up all the time

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm so sick of feeling so fucked up all the time Feel like I'm living someone else's life I'm in the car on my way home So I cry when no one knows Ever since I was little I dreamt of a good life I'd find a good wife, settle by the seaside I'm losing hope But no one knows [Pre-Chorus] I feel like every day I'm losing friends that were meant to be Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me Why is it so fucking hard to grow up? [Chorus] And it's always easy, from a distance Like to think that I can make it But the closer I get, closer I get hurt It's always easy, when you fake it Convince yourself that you can make it But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn Never learn [Verse 2] Maybe you're the reason I'm fucked up all the time And I don't need to fight Or spend all my time with you Why do I look for your approval to think that I'm right, when I know that you're wrong? And you don't need to stay for a while And I know you won't hold me tight Damn, I wish you would hold me tight [Pre-Chorus] I feel like every day I'm losing friends that were meant to be Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me Why is it so fucking hard to grow up And do what's expected of me? [Chorus] And it's always easy, from a distance Like to think that I can make it But the closer I get, closer I get hurt And it's always easy, when you fake it Convince yourself that you can make it But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn [Bridge] But would you stay? But would you stay? Though would you stay? Though would you stay? And I know that it's hard for you, when it looks like I'm falling apart But would you stay? Though would you stay? [Chorus] And it's always easy, from a distance (Would you stay?) Like to think that I can make it (Would you stay?) But the closer I get, closer I get hurt (Would you stay? Would you stay?) And it's always easy, when you fake it (And I know that it's hard for you, when it looks like I'm falling apart) Convince yourself that you can make it But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn (Would you stay? Would you stay?) [Outro] And it's always easy, from a distance Like to think that I can make it But the closer I get, closer I get hurt And it's always easy, when you fake it Convince yourself that you can make it But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn Never learn