Disturbing Behavior (Slowed & Chopped)

Lyrics

[Intro: Chukklez] There's too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane Trying to get me to lose control and pour my future down the drain Everything I worked my ass off for is over and forgotten Now I have to start all over without having final options DJ Lil Sprite Hahahahahaha, the fuck? Hello son, what's the matter? How are you feeling? I've just felt like this fucking world is against me man. I'm just fucking tired of every time I'm fucking talking to my friends, they all backstab me in the motherfucking back and shit. I just want to get off this shit man, I just want to end my fucking life right now man [Verse 1: Chukklez] I feel I'm 'bout to snap at any moment 'cause my memory's I feel I'm 'bout to snap at any moment 'cause my memory's coming back From all the people that I slaughtered in my horrible frightening past I-I-I-I-I feel I'm 'bout to snap at any moment 'cause my memory's coming back From all the people that I slaughtered in my horrible frightening past When I was such a little boy, always been a little freak A nothing and a nobody, just another fucking black sheep Never had a family or friends that even cared They always say I was invisible, the others loved to stare They believed that I was a weakling, that I would never hurt a fly Until later the next day I fucking took out one of their eyes Got expelled from different schools, I was the age-I was the age of thirteen No matter what the situation is I'll never-I'll never be clean I tried searching for some help, like going to therapy But no one understands me Trying to get inside of my mind to see if they can fit into my shoes And what is the harsh reality this killer-this killer has to go through? Believe me, it's a nightmare not even an angel can survive This story-this story still continues so let's hope I'm still alive [Chorus: Chuckklez] Disrespecters out of my mind Tried to get 'em out of my life Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide 'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior You will-you will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way? You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face Whoever try to do something stupid about-about to die in vain And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame [Interlude: Chuckklez] It's like no matter what I try to do in this stupid fucking life it always turns to shit. I fucking hate this shit man, I just wanna fucking end it all man [Verse 2: Chuckklez] There's too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane There's too-there's too-there's too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane Trying to get me to lose control and pour my future down the drain There's too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane Trying to get me to lose control and pour my future down the drain Everything-thing I worked my ass off for is over and forgotten Now I have to start all over without having final options Can-can you imagine being in a world full of shame When you're broke with no money, feeling hopeless every day You fin-you finally found out that, that your girl's a cheating bitch Sleeping with the enemy like a dirty rotten trick I'm on the verge of flipping out, about to grab the shotgun Bursting through the fucking door and blast every single one of 'em Her lover tried to escape, but that wasn't gonna happen I was kicking-I was kicking his fucking ass a hundred times and I blast 'em The skank started to scream so I grabbed her by the throat Squeezed her neck very tightly, she ser-seriously started to choke How her body turned to ice and then I finally let her go What a horrible frightening murder that this chapter has to offer [Chorus: Chuckklez] Disrespecters out of my mind Tried to get 'em out of my life Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide 'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior You will-you will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way? You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face Whoever try to do something stupid about-about to die in vain And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame [Verse 3: Chuckklez] All I really wanted was to have a normal life The ang-the anger and the sorrow that is dwelling inside of my mind But they still continue eating through my soul To the mother-bone-bone until I finally reach the surface where I complete, all hope-all hope I'm very sorry to my family that I wish it, time-time Y'all deserve so much better instead of a psycho in your lives I tried to be a greater person like a Holy Sunny Christian But Jesus never loved me so he cast me from his religion Only thing I need to do is put the barrel in my mouth-my mouth And let my fingers squeeze the trigger 'til I feel my brains blow out A sudden flash hit me and I never saw the light Now I'm lost in purgatory without the chance to say goodbye [Chorus: Chuckklez] Disrespecters out of my mind Tried to get 'em out of my life Or else I'm gonna be on the verge of committing suicide 'Cause that's the only thing that makes 'em go away forever So I can finally rest in peace from disturbing behavior You will never understand my pain, so why you trying to get in my way? You're gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face Whoever try to do something stupid about to die in vain And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame