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I smoke and drink and eat too much and other things I shouldn't That's why Iloveyou lady I'd liketo think I'd never touch whatother woman wouldn't You're not like the others I'm a hotbed of addictions, contradictions rule my day Just like me I know it's wrong, but the pull's too strong Lord, help me walk away I found my perfect lover But he's only half my age He was learning how to stand When I was wearing my first wedding band I found my perfect lover But I'll have to turn the page But I want him in my kitchen Standing on my stage I talk too much and laugh too laud, cause suffering and trouble Like a little girl I fantasize and criticize, from my house of ash and rubble I know I've caused great harm, with these jinxes in my head Keep that gypsy from bed I found my perfect lover But he's only half my age He was learning how to stand When I was wearing my first wedding band I found my perfect lover But I won't impede his way His time is tomorrow But mine was yesterday I want to get to heaven, so I say my prayers at night I pray my Lord, my soul to keep I want to paint great pictures, mix my colors in the daylight Oh Jesus, I have sinned and I don't expect a pardon But keep me from the trees that bear fruit beyond my garden I found my perfect lover But he's only half my age He was learning how to stand When I was wearing my first wedding band I found my perfect lover But he'll never share my bed So I'll keep him in my heart And in the songs I sing instead