Baggage

Lyrics

[Chorus: Chris Webby] Fallin' by the wayside with these habits I keep shakin' New jeans with the same ol' baggie in my pocket (In my pocket) Tryna find the way but ain't no way back where I've gone New me with the same ol' baggage in my closet Yeah, yeah [Verse 1: Chris Webby] Can't save me, y'all, they say I'm lost I can't even start to count all of the days I've lost After nights of losin' count of all the drinks I bought Self-medicatin' just to get the weight all off Only starts with a shot then it's four in a row Next thing you in the bathroom scorin' some blow See it is what it is and it's all that I know But I'm gettin' to a fork in the road I know the way it's been, I take it in Feel I gotta start learnin' to pray again I try to wash away the sins But they like tattoos on my skin I've been sittin' here scrubbin' 'em, tryna cover 'em but I'm stuck with 'em Strugglin', drunk and stumblin', while I'm jugglin' Habits that are both the cause and the cure of my sufferin' I know it's becomin' a little troublin' [Chorus: Chris Webby] Fallin' by the wayside with these habits I keep shakin' New jeans with the same old baggie in my pocket, yeah Tryna find the way but ain't no way back where I've gone New me with the same old baggage in my closet Yeah, yeah [Verse 2: Ren] Bloody red murder, they whisper and murmur How did Ren get here? Nature or nurture? I nurture my nature, divine misbehavior Reachin' for a bottle, thought the spirit was my saviour Chopping up my brain cells when I'm reachin' for the pot But pot's the only shot I got to stop this ticking clock (tick, tick) Counting down the minutes 'til that something in me pops And resurrects a disconnect that helps me self-destruct And when I'm down on my luck Wasted, brain dead, vacant, faded (I get) wasted, (To get) brain dead (Mind so) vacant, (I'm so) faded (All the time) wasted, ('Nother line) brain dead (Feeling so) vacant, (Leaving I'm) faded Complicated, in-house patient Wasted, brain dead, vacant, faded [Bridge: Ren] Tripping with my back against the wall Caught inside a rising tide, I fall Taken by the madness of it all I'm fallin' [Chorus: Chris Webby & Ren] Fallin' by the wayside with these habits I keep shaking New jeans with the same old baggie in my pocket, yeah Tryna find the way but ain't no way back where I've gone New me with the same old baggage in my closet [Outro: Chris Webby & Ren] Yeah Tryna find the way but ain't no way back where I've gone New me with the same old baggage in my closet