Just Apathy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's too much, or not enough Maybe this whole goddamn song's messed up And anyway, maybe this is just another waste of time Waiting 'round for something better Analyzing every letter Flitting back and forth, every chord and every half-assed rhyme [Chorus] 'Cause it's one thing or another I don't even know why I bother These knobs and dials define My whole life 'Cause it's one thing or another I don't even know why I bother All that I say is fucking trite [Verse 2] Consider thе possibility that you've been had, but not by me I'm no kid Then stop acting likе it This course has long since been retired So from now on I'll (you'll) deny it "I don't care. It's all good." (Say it's all good. Say you don't care) "I ended up right where I knew I would." (Pretend that there's life still behind your stare) [Chorus] 'Cause it's one thing or another I don't even know why I (you) bother But don't you dare pity me (The darkness lies, still and deep) Can't you see That's it's one thing or another? I don't even know why I (you) bother This is just apathy [Bridge] I'm sick, and tired Of holding fire When all I feel is violence And I'm only happy when All I see is the back of my eyelids Black, immaculate, patterned silence [Chorus] 'Cause it's one thing or another I don't even know why I (you) bother When will this finally cease? 'Cause it's one thing or another I don't even know why I (you) bother [Outro] All I know will soon turn to dust And yet you claim my apathy's not just