…And If I Did, You Deserved It (Solo)

Lyrics

I want a new pair of shades, get paid to wear shoes Do what I say Don't say what I do when we're alone, now High up but a low-down You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror I wanna be safe from the fame; Be loved from afar Nine-thousand miles away, where you can't see my scars Get my good side From where you can't get on my bad side You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife It's just my luck, these motherfuckers talking smack on a guy But I'm deserving every word they could begin to apply Well, at least they know now That I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much Oh well, whatever, either way My heart's empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us I want no less than the best, but the best I can do Is do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you I'm realistic… Said the cis man wearing lipstick If I keep beating myself up, I'll keep on winning the fight And get my ass kicked I'm poisonous, not toxic I'll admit when I'm wrong, but only to be right And if it fits in the song, I'll rhyme that with 'contrived.' Don't meet your idols ...don't tell me I'm your idol You know the only label that I'll sign is in the DSM-5 'cos my flaws are sorta on the pathological side Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick 'cos I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich And that's the only difference And I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much Oh well, whatever, either way My heart's empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us And if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror More than I already would 'cos man, I'm looking good And I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much Oh well, whatever, either way My heart's empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us And I really don't care what you think or what you say I'm a cancer. I'm malignant Yeah, you ought to stay away My heart's fucking empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us