Overthis

Lyrics

[Chorus] We were buds Until you threw us in the mud We were your feed Until you left us to bleed We thought you'd be the one Until we realized that we're so fucking done [Verse 1] You're so fucked up And you're crazy, too You led with, "Sup?" And didn't think it through You told your higher-up friends To make your trashy amends You screwed us up And you realized you're nothing without us [Chorus] We were buds Until you threw us in the mud We were your feed Until you left us to bleed We thought you'd be the one Until we realized that we're so fucking done [Verse 2] Yeah, now we're all muddy, but at least we're not gone Can't believe we put up with this for that long Nigel wrote his mind And then you told them to hide it, it's really not a crime Harassment? You need the whole story All of it, even if you think it's boring Our friendship, you were willing to trade To keep up this little shitty crusade It's lame And we won't think of you the same [Chorus] We were buds Until you threw us in the mud We were your feed Until you left us to bleed We thought you'd be the one Until we realized that we're so fucking done [Bridge] This must be the deepest closer you've seen Because all of this shit is mean And I can see the crime scene We were on the same fucking team And then you fucked up You're not the queen [Verse 3] I'm so fucking done, screw it, I'm so fucking done This shit hurts like a motherfucker, and I've been shunned It feels like I'm being impaled like Attila the Hun And babe, I just need to vent, this shit is no longer fun I just wanna be me, but they won't let me, it's like I'm Ewok They just don't see that I'm hurting, it's like what the fee-wuck I'm running out of luck, get into it, need a fucking buck Music is no longer fun when you have a fake friend who sucks Why the big man upstairs blocking my whole voice out? I can't speak my truth now? I don't know what this is about You think you have silent screams? I'm the one who can't shout Bitch, I am a real one, I got my honor like a Boy Scout I never told a lie, never slandered or libeled on my life The big power out here taking my first amendment right I'm always striving to be real with the craft that I apply 'Til this bitch right over here started covering people's eyes But now this is an upset, like right now this is a divide I made a decision and got real ones to take my side I'm pushing feelings aside, man, I'm pushing back my pride And I am a motherfucking good friend, barely tell a lie You don't understand just how much your words hurt me Blaming me for shit that I didn't do is causing the hurting Know you're mad, but you don't get to dictate what others see This is my fucking music, my fucking experiences, this is me They're always trying to censor a black man in America Not the worst person in the world, but you were quite terrible And I know to struggles of others, this may not be comparable I'm gonna need a fucking miracle, man this shit is unbearable Drop one more for the culture before this song ends I know you have a lot of moderator and ed-plus friends But I need you to stop and think about your effect Do you even know the severity of your damage? I said, "Do you?" Do you even know the severity of your damage? [Outro] I'm pissed, I just wanted this to be fixed Let me speak my mind, I've had enough of this