Am I Honest with Myself Really?

Lyrics

[Verse 1] In my dream a vision came Recognition, wealth, and fame Stole my senses, filled my brain On my soul, it staked a claim Easy living, busy days Being high surely pays Cutting ties to reach my aim Much too sure I knew the game [Pre-Chorus] How could I see the situation? This fantasy was my sensation [Verse 2] In the groove, no time to stop When I get there to the top Flying with my head above the clouds To a twilight world I cross Endless nights that stole away the days Working hard until I dropped Same old feeling came around Leaving answers to be found Like a jackal to the ground Staying up to drop mе down Heh- [Pre-Chorus] How could I see the situation? This time to see was my sеnsation How could I truly find the answer? Too blind to see my destination [Chorus] Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? [Instrumental Interlude] [Pre-Chorus] How could I see the situation? This fantasy was my sensation [Bridge 1] She smiled at me so sweetly She shared my troubled mind And then she [gave?] me Left my past behind So real, her inspiration So close she came to me A thousand miles away now From where I used to be She filled the empty moments She waited patiently And how was I to tell her? Alone I had to be [Interlude] She helped me find it (?) -ide it (island?) (?) find it, (?) there's no hiding [Verse 3] Ow! Something big was on the move Or was it just the same old music? Songs were good, the music too All at once an album grew Tasting good, success begun Pressure of a tour to come Left my lady, had to run Our love was like a starting gun [Pre-Chorus] How could I see the situation? This fantasy was my sensation Deep down inside, I had the answer Too high to see the complication [Verse 4] From the ripple of the dream Came the biggest wave I've seen (seen) Dropped my cares and set my sights Still uncertain what was right [Chorus] Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? [Verse 5] And the room made up a storm We gig each night, you tell by dawn Place was hot, it made me numb Just like robots we'd become On stage again, all fears were gone People screamed and spurred us on Of all the visions I had seen That moment then fulfilled my dream That moment then fulfilled my dream [Bridge 2] A club called "Paradiso" A lady caught me eye A snow came out of season She made me glow inside [Bridge 3] Soon the door was over Flew out to the sun And easy golden beaches More songs to be sung I hold them nearer I saw between the lines Reflections of the man I left behind [Verse 6] Back in town to work again Don't ask me how my mind sustained Felt in tune with life again But soon a second album came Played in Munich I had caught the train From thereon the pressure was insane Despite the fact that needs are changed But that did always stay the same [Pre-Chorus] How could I see the situation? This time to see was my situation Deep down inside, I had the answer Too high to see the complication [Chorus] Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself? Really? Really? Really? Really? Am I honest with myself?