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[Intro: Chastity] I should've [?] in my heart I must be content where I am, it's- [Verse 1: Porsche Kelly] Ask me how many bones in my body I got left to break I'll scream at you with silence Same silence they failed to recognize I'm tired When I'm trying When I feel tiny pieces of my soul dying I'd be lying if I said the spotlight don't drain me Like it don't pain me to give the world everything and feel dry Soon as head meet pillow, alone to my thoughts And mind after thought, "This ain't what I thought" Running on empty after filling my cup with their thoughts I think I bought to heavy into this bigger picturе Like I ate with my eyеs Then got surprised when I realized I put too much on my plate Take this cup from me Walking in calling, walking in purpose Smile for them cameras, still feel worthless You don't know me I wear a mask for they sakes so my flesh don't control me Back turned to God like, "How come You won't show me?" Rock in a hard place I'm in the middle like, who loved me? They wanna see the pretty anointing Hands over eyes to the ugly, it be hard Can't walk away from what I built But guilt try to creep up on me The minute I get knowing in my spirit I hear it Disappointment and high expectations, I fear it Enough time in the world, it ain't I say, "Yes all!" in they face And the minute I need a break they start caring for my soul No concern for the ocean I sink in 'til they see I can't walk on water Let me breathe Let me be Let me be Let me be human not machine A fragile being within reach of it's boiling point Shakey point on tight rope, holding on for dear life But what happens when I fall? When my tears look at grass that seems greener than mine When I don't have any more smile to serve when my heart hurts When my mind gets burned out Will You still need me? Will You see me? Will You see me? Lord, see me [Outro: Chastity] It's just all too much