so much 2 gain, im still suffering

Lyrics

[Intro] Does it get better? Of course it won't I don't think I'll ever change (Yeah) Do you know why you hate yourself so much? (Duh, duh) Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin (Duh, duh) Duh, oh, oh [Chorus] I be feeling sick (Suffer) Feeling sick, I ain't gon' make it (Oh, oh) I'ma pass out, I couldn't take it (Pain) And I'm the worst, I'm gonna fall out She said that she hate me, yeah, she hate me, but I'm all down [Verse] I can't take the chance, 'cause it's over, yeah I'm gassed out (Suffer) I don't think I'm breathing, yeah, I'm passed out (Jae) October 5th was my last day I don't know how I'm still standing, I can't take this pain Lеaning on your shoulder, rest to you, so you take my pain Allеviate my stress so I don't go insane You like my guidin' light, just to let you know I'ma try, I'ma try, damn, I'ma let it go We gon' argue, fight, flaming tooth, so you know I love I really think I'm strong, but I'm so sensitive Heartbeat tweaking out, I swear think I'm meant for it Death is at my door, he knocking loud, I think I'm temptin' him Pleading to myself, like, "Oh my God, some simple bliss" I just want somebody to tell me that I'll be missed I just want a hug and feel the warmth inside your heart Every time I look at you, yeah, I feel the spark She wanna tell me about our life, she saying, "Where I start?" It feel like that we in a play, but I don't know my part I don't know what to do, crumblin' apart I don't know what to do, my life fallin' apart [Chorus] I be feeling sick Feeling sick, I ain't gon' make it (Pain) I'ma pass out, I couldn't take it (Pain) And I'm the worst, I'm gonna fall out She said that she hate me, yeah, she hate me, but I'm all down [Outro] Wear it with your heart If not that, what else matters? Jae, Jae Pain October 5th was my last day (Skin) I don't know how I'm still standing, I can't take this pain (Skin) (Skin)