she dates him but its all in my head

Lyrics

[Intro] You're losing yourself, Charms. You cry about the same things, over and over again. You gotta wake up at some point, Charms! Or you're gonna spiral into madness [Chorus] I'ma end it all, you should be alarmed Screamin' for some help, but I'm too far And all my lyrics too dark And you movin' too far (Too far) You're worrying about me, that's unlikely Made you up so I can go and spite me Because we weren't ever real (We weren't ever real) Because I wanted, yeah, the thrill (The thrill of bein' loved) I keep my sheets off I can't even give you up 'Cause you're not real, no Heart hurts 'cause I knew it all I'm the worst, I'm delusional, I hate it all [Verse] How my own delusions beat me? How I get rejected? Beats me Prob'ly 'cause, yeah, I'm stuck in my own head You let it go, unfollowed, then it makes me feel dead Oh, my God, I need to stop it Sick of, yeah, my phone, need to lock it Because I try too hard Because I fall too far Fall too far [Chorus] I'ma end it all, you should be alarmed Screamin' for some help, but I'm too far And all my lyrics too dark And you movin' too far (Too far) You're worrying about me, that's unlikely Made you up so I can go and spite me Because we weren't ever real (We weren't ever real) Because I wanted, yeah, the thrill (The thrill of bein' loved) I keep my sheets off I can't even give you up 'Cause you're not real, no Heart hurts 'cause I knew it all I'm the worst, I'm delusional I hate it all [Outro] You know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin I'll never understand you, Charms