disorder

Lyrics

[Intro] Present day, present time Hahahaha [Chorus] Shit is different now, I know you know I try to take the hints, I can't, 'cause you know I'm slow My heart is fucking racing, you know that this shit is over She text me paragraphs, she askin' me where is her closure (Suffer) You niggas seem to think I got it down, I know the secrets (Suffer) Because I rap about my life, I rap about my struggles (Suffer) I give advice for when I'm talking, speaking to avoid (Suffer) I try my best to hold it down, but then this shit is pointless [Verse] I try it all, I know I'm fucking up You try your best, but you know you fucking stuck I hate myself so much, you know I fucking suck I got it in thе [?] I know that shit is bad for me Sleeping on them Percs, I hopе they help, I'm tryin' to see a dream You telling me you hate me, will we still gon' fuck around? They telling me I'm hopeless, okay, I won't stick around You call me panicking, I hear tension in your voice You try to talk to me and explain it, it ain't going through You be forgetting I'm the one that got some problems too (Suffer) You be forgetting I'm the one that got you fucking through (Suffer) I get it, I know it hurts, you pleading out, it's loud You trapped inside a box, but no one hear you shout I get it, you feel alone, you feel you trapped inside I get it, you feel alone, you feel you wanna cry [Chorus] Shit is different now, I know you know I try to take the hints, I can't, 'cause you know I'm slow My heart is fucking racing, you know that this shit is over She text me paragraphs, she askin' me where is her closure You niggas seem to think I got it down, I know the secrets Because I rap about my life, I rap about my struggles I give advice for when I'm talking, speaking to avoid I try my best to hold it down, but then this shit is pointless [Outro] I know it hurts now, but once you learn Reach your hand out and take it Unless you want it to fade away Buried, buried far away Present day, present time Hahahaha