Loved Jones.

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Off top this ain't no love song But I did use to love jones Congratulations you deserve everything You deserve all of that Spreaded your wings and ascended high From lost angels 8th of July to December Five Remember I used to flip out over petty shit Now the weight you hold is of soul with the heaviness that can't be weighed And all that can't be saved Touch them with the lovers While you dancing in the puddles of the candy rain All of the love My love in fact You deserve all of that Saint Monica's was dawn to us And fallen from the sky You and I wasn't meant for land Talking to my conscious while I'm stalking on your Instagram Instantly I realized "The One" was meant for him All is done it ain't coming back But everything you love is of love begrudge none of that Even feeling numb I feel the thump like the thunder crack and rain fall Bless your little little man That became tall and grew up Throw heat like pop do but so sweet like you was Blessed that I loved ya Happy that I knew ya Remember when you hit me with the phone in the hallway Hit me so hard that it drew blood Loved you now Loved you back then Loved you always How the path doesn't patch you Miss you everyday but ain't never gonna contact you my love Cause you too good for me love Too bad to have you My two halves ain't half you Too scared to ask you to the prom Hampton had to But he ain't what the song about That ain't what the song about Remember when I use to scream so loud that it scarred the clouds The sky rained in blood Remember when I said "Cuz" cause I thought I was a thug Remember when I shook you so hard you felt the love in my brutality Only thing that wasn't love And I even had the nerve to dial your number and call you up And ask you back into that toxic shit Fate got me love Karma's a bitch And I ain't talking about the female gender I'm talking about the latte summers and retail winters I ain't got a penny no not any My pockets hella slim and my wallets hella skinny And the evil inside my love It left hell up in me [Chorus] You hit me with the phone you had to pop my lip I wouldn't leave you alone when you requested it Remember when we were suppose to go to Magic Mountain and I sabotaged the trip My love I recall all of that And to this day I still hate myself Fifteen something years later and I still ain't forgave myself But all your riches wealth Princess You deserve all of that [Hook] Yeah a nigga used to loved jones Except it wasn't love It was something else that love don't Want no affiliation to [Verse 2] When the jealously was swelling me You feel the hate in you And all of the absorbed hate Will fill a space in you I wanna show her love But ain't no space in you And the demons that you rock rock start chaffing you Chipping at the edges till it changed the shape of you I don't even believe in that but still prayed for you I won't front I can't lie I use to ache for you Break the fucking litty down and smoke the dank for you Get lost in my own thoughts and run away from you To feel this is realness I had to face the truth If there's any hope of getting sober Except there's no getting over Only moving forward Repeat the chorus [Chorus] You hit me with the phone you had to pop my lip I wouldn't leave you alone when you requested it Remember when we were suppose to go to Magic Mountain and I sabotaged the trip My love I recall all of that And to this day I still hate myself Fifteen something years later and I still ain't forgave myself But all your riches wealth My love You deserve all of that Yeah a nigga used to love jones When ? was her maiden name Slightly altered to protect the innocent And all they hearded was my guilty verdict Yeah a brother still love jones But I feel no need to let her know Cause if a brother really loved jones Then I really need to let her go Yeah a brother still love jones Ain't no shame in that And everything you have You deserve all of that Congratulations