Holding Back Tears

Lyrics

[Intro] (DaMazin Beats) I can't trust nobody Yeah, R.I.P. my nigga Jeff, holdin' back tears Yeah [Verse 1] Walkin' through the airport, like fifteen on me White buffs look so clean on me Thirteen-hundred-dollar Balmain jeans on me Feelin' like Morgan Freeman, I got lean on me Naw, I don't pour it, but tonight, I just might 'Cause my nigga gone and that shit don't sit right Flip phone slappin' like a bitchfight Bro got that white girl, can't get right, ayy Ayy, and I can't trust nobody 'cause these hoes fuckin' everybody These niggas fuck with everybody Keep stick like I'm Harry Potter No more chillin' in them whips No, no, that's how my nigga got hit Yeah, hate thinkin' 'bout that shit Ayy, gotta get us out this bitch [Chorus] Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears How I'm 'posed to be happy without my dogs here? Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years Told Rez to stay down, better days near Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it's finally here Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears [Verse 2] 'Bout to load another card on my way to Sears Do a swipe for me 'cause they be lookin' at me weird Ran it up off this shit, it only been a year Gettin' head on the freeway, it's so hard to steer When I was down, where was you? Why you reappear? Yeah, had all them fake bitches in your ear Yeah, came a long way from campin' out on Muir I can't let my family down, that's my only fear I ain't gotta shoot, 'cause lil' bro gon' volunteer To send a bullet if you touch me, that's pass interference Know I'm all about them bills like Laimbeer But all this money don't mean shit without my mans here Bet I only use cash there, I fucked the cashier White buffs with the gold C's like the Cavaliers Draco'll open up you pussies like a pap smear And know them blessings comin', took too many L's last year [Chorus] Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears How I'm 'posed to be happy without my dogs here? Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years Told Rez to stay down, better days near Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it's finally here Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears [Outro] Yeah, yeah, yeah (DaMazin Beats) Yeah, lower the window while I'm holdin' back tears Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah All this money don't mean shit without my friend here