Jail Call

Lyrics

This call will be recorded and monitored. I have a collect call from...Caswell Senior An inmate at County Detention Facility Hello? Hello? Hello?! Hello? Hello? [Hook] Have you ever thought of suicide On a jail call while your mother cryin'? She ain't understand you had to ride It was him or you, it was do or die Pick up I'm on a jail call Pick up I'm on a jail call Pick up I'm on a jail call I got some shit I gotta tell y'all [Verse 1] Slowly walkin' down the corridor I got four in, 24 more They sayin' "free me" on the internet I'm an hour away, ain't get a visit yet Plus my commissary gettin' low My niggas on trial, hope they don't blow But if they beat the case, that'll be the day 'Cuz niggas fightin murders with a legal aid All this time this can't be real Man I shoulda took a plea deal The whole system need to rebuild Shit, look what they did to Meek Mill Plus my bunkie is a junkie My baby momma told my momma she don't want me She told me, "what she gotta visit for?" And "I should never bring my child on no visit floor" [Hook] Have you ever thought of suicide On a jail call while your mother cryin'? She ain't understand you had to ride It was him or you, it was do or die Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call I got some shit I gotta tell y'all [Verse 2] I'm just claimin' what I'm bangin' on the walk in C-74, I brought my hawk in But this sickle cell got me coughin' Feel like the only way I leave is in a coffin 20-somethin' more years, tryna hold on Can't wait to see the parole board But they'll probably hit me with another five Then another five, sometimes I wanna cry Sittin' in my cell sometime I wanna die Kill myself sometime I wanna try Then I think of all the good times Caught another case, now they took my good time They said I cut a nigga in the face But so what? He was outta place And to the trappers buyin' houses livin' beautifully Don't end up in this gated community [Hook] Have you ever thought of suicide On a jail call while your mother cryin'? She ain't understand you had to ride It was him or you, it was do or die Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call I got some shit I gotta tell y'all [Verse 3] Every morning I wake still livin' behind these gates My spirit start to deflate, gotta live with this one mistake My man started that beef, he know I had it on me I caught a body for that nigga, and he ratted on me Damn, that nigga fuckin' with the cops My baby mom ain't just fuckin', man she fuckin' with the ops I should've known she was a motherfuckin' thot I'm thinkin' to myself, "Why I left my motherfuckin' block?" I shoulda stayed my ass home in the crib, chilled with the kids Went outsite shootin' a cig, look what i did Shit, I left my babies fatherless They gon' feel how I felt when my father left Suicide thoughts just a part of stress What they givin' me meds and I'm beyond depressed So sorry momma, I'mma end it all Soon as I end this call [Hook] Have you ever thought of suicide On a jail call while your mother cryin'? She ain't understand you had to ride It was him or you, it was do or die Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call Pick up i'm on a jail call I got some shit I gotta tell y'all