I’m Having Fun

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Went to bed a little girl And woke up a grown-ass woman Paid someone to tell me why There are things I shouldn't Shouldn't do to get the ones I love To do exactly what I want Turns out that ain't love at all I, I, I [Verse 2] Missed a call again from Mom But I'll call her back tomorrow I don't wanna hear her voice At the risk of what would follow I'll feel bad for feeling far I'll feel far from feeling me Then I won't know who to be I, I, I [Chorus] And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like [Post-Chorus] I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I [Verse 3] Now I'm sitting in my room And I count the things around me That I bought to fill the void And to make something about me 'Cause I gave my time away But I'm thе one I really hate For nеver giving myself comfort in the first place [Chorus] And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like [Bridge] Biting my hair, driving too fast Buying that shirt, sending it back God I'm so bored, life is so dumb Why can't it always be what I want? The less that I lie the more that I see The problem at hand is probably me I'm running in place, going downhill Not having fun but maybe I will [Outro] Not having fun, maybe I will Not having fun, maybe I will Not having fun, maybe I will Not having fun, maybe I will