Lyrics

[Verse 1] Lusting for eternal pain Begging to be tortured Agony brings relief I am insane [Verse 2] Indulging in self-mutilation To satisfy my need again The pain severe from severed veins Curing me of deprivation, pain I crave [Verse 3] Euphoric state of butchery Reveling in gore and blood, pain I save Igniting visions of the past Dismembered bodies never found, pain I gave [Chorus] Deranged by my deviance Savage goal to maim and kill Obsessed with my cruelty Vicious ways for me to die Sado-masochistic rage Horrific daze reality Pleasure from sadistic intent Driven by my lust for pain [Verse 4] Punishment my way of life Suffering intensifies sacrifice Brutal frenzy, no control Perverse actions gratify [Verse 5] Wretched abnormality Condoning inhumanity, suicide Carnivorous abusiveness Boiling sawn-off testicles [Bridge] Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy Lechery dominates my misery Tortured eternally, torment inside of me Disturbing impulses, living in agony Rancid degenerate craving impalement Demented destiny, not fearing agony Excruciating hunger that I need to feed Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously Tortured eternally, torment inside of me Disturbing impulses, living in agony Rancid degenerate craving impalement Demented destiny, not fearing agony [Chorus] Deranged by my deviance Savage goal to maim and kill Obsessed with my cruelty Vicious ways for me to die Sado-masochistic rage Horrific daze: reality Pleasure from sadistic intent Driven by my lust for pain