​uh oh! you’ve caught up with the present!

Lyrics

[Part 1] [Intro] Okay, can you please stop, please stop I can't believe it's already 2023 I'm sorry, I'll try harder [Verse 1] The jingle of your keys as you walk out the door I remember when it didn't feel like this before And now it's gotten sore Maybe I need to turn the page real soon 'Cause right now it's blank, and there's nothing to see Maybe I should write it in myself, put a little more me in But I got no confidence The pencil breaks and I start to tense [Chorus] So what do I do nеxt If I can't do it myself? You know I know me best And I can nеver get my shit together (Uh oh) (Woah) And it's all on me It's all on me [Verse 2] You are not my friend You don't even really know who I am I'm about to be the next big thing (Yeah) No one wanna be a rock star more than me It's been a year since California There's so many people coming in and out of my place And I wonder if they even recognise my face, my name If I don't make it, something's gotta change [Chorus] So what do I do next If I can't do it myself? You know I know me best And I ca- [Bridge] Hold on, let me write a new song Something you could probably sing along to Hold on let me write a new song And it sounds like this And it sounds like this It sounds like, aah Well god damn How in the world could this happen Why did the world let this happen to me Now I'm bitter Cold under sheets on my mattress Somebody slip me the fastest way out Out [Part 2] [Verse 3] Started using make-up Now gay men don't like me as much I wanna be your man I wanna be your girl I want the best of both worlds The last time I loved someone It didn't really feel like love And I've been thinking about what a relationship could be For me You could be my owner, I could be your pet Text me til the night ends, I'll be all set Maybe call me puppy, maybe bite my neck Maybe all I really want is just to have sex I swear I could care less, I don't get attached Nothing bad could ever happen Nothing bad could ever happen Nothing bad could ever happen Nothing bad could ever happen Nothing bad could ever happen Nothing bad could ever happen I swear [Verse 4] In the cold, in the sprawl of it all Would you laugh if I said I was lying 'Cause I was, I was lying To myself and everyone else It was never all for my health I never really told you how I felt But did I even really know it for myself? Well [Pre-Chorus] I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know [Chorus] Curling up into a ball, albeit deflated I think I gave up on hope of ever being sated I was searching for a way to love my life and body I got hurt, you got hurt, oh my god, I'm sorry It's my fault, I'm a mess Destroyed at my hand's behest There's no peace without love Think I best be going west I might die all alone Wash away with all the rest Wash away with all the, uh uh oh And you can't feel it I hate these lyrics And no matter just how hard I try It never really comes out right, like Is it even worth a try Did you wanna see behind these eyes? [Bridge] I don't think so, but whatever, it's fine Guess I was too slow to catch up with the globe (The globe, the globe, the globe) I could've set myself up like five to six years ago But I didn't do shit for myself And sometimes I feel like nothing I'm nothing [Part 3] [Verse 5] August 14, 2023, visiting the valley Smoking on the back patio And I'm looking at all these familiar trees The album comes out in less than a month Just been finishing up the details I wouldn't believe you if you showed me the future When I turn 21 I was floating down the creek And I felt your embrace (Your embrace) And you pulled me from the baggage In the crawl space The past few years been so rough And I'm better for it now I'm saying what I mean And I say it for myself (Listen to your heart, 1, 2, 3, 4) [Bridge] Yeah Life is a tight rope walk And you might get hurt But you get back up And we make it work You can take your time Sitting in the dirt But don't stay put You don't wanna lurk In the deep damp dark For the rest of your life Don't you cut that rope With the edge of your knife In the realm of now You can think that its right But if when you go Know the devil and its bite Everything you love It would never be the same Its a mystery What could be out of frame And I hope you know What you got to your name California 2020 Everything was up in flames It would never be the same It would never be the same It would never be the same It would never- It would never Be The same [Outro] In the clouds above BK I can sort of make out your face While I watch from the comfort of my couch Sending kisses stuck in place I like what I've got right here And I'm glad I just made par I'll be back sometime someday I'll catch you at stars Thank you so much