NEARDEATHEXPERIENCE

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Ride the mechanical bull Nobody said that this was meant to be easy The gravitational pull Remembering what's coming, and I don't find it funny What the fucking hell? Everyday, I dwell the thought of ever losing my conscience Holding on my baby, hanging on for safety Waking in the middle of the night and remembering [Pre-Chorus] I'm just moving at a constant rate I just can't begin to contemplate I'm just suffering my mental state (Yeah, yeah, yeah) [Chorus] There was a time when I couldn't perceive Nothing to say that could grant me relief I'm just a man, and I don't wanna die I live today, always on my mind [Verse 2] I used to believe in a heaven and a hell And now I believe that the afterlife is bullshit I wish I could go back And have a rationale for when I-I-I We could go starlight, supernova, anti-matter melt down Nuclear explosion, come and take me away My friend is talking in my ear about the end of the world And I feel so helpless every single day Like how am I just supposed to be normal about this I hate it, I hate it I just need to escape into my head and remember the best parts of my past And pray to god that if I open up my eyes, then I'll be there, but [Pre-Chorus] I'm just moving at a constant rate I just can't begin to contemplate I'm just suffering my mental state (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) [Chorus] There was a time when I couldn't perceive Nothing to say that could grant me relief I'm just a man, and I don't wanna die I live today, always on my mind [Bridge] (Best musician you've never heard of) Yeah, yeah, a little fear gives me the drive I need to make art because I'm fucking terrified The past year or so, a couple of my friends have died New kind of dread for me, got me thinking about my life This shit is fragile, everyone act casual I do my song and dance, I get my capital I'm going on 25, where the fuck did all of it go? I never checked the time, too busy living to know Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this [Chorus] (Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this) (Oh fuck, I thought there might be more than this) There was a time when I couldn't perceive Nothing to say that could grant me relief I'm just a man, and I don't wanna die I live today, always on my mind There was a time when I couldn't perceive Nothing to say that could grant me relief I'm just a man, and I don't wanna die I live today, always on my mind (Always on my mind) (Always on my mind) (Always on my mind) (Always on my mind) (Always on my mind)