On My Own

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm alright, I'll be fine Trust me, I don't like the ending that I've written this time Brand new day, daily grind Pour another cup of sunshine in this black heart of mine Crack a smile, shed a tear Inching closer, ever closer to a life without fear Open mind, open wide Take a peek inside, maybe you'll find a reason to try [Chorus] Oh ho oh, will you believe me now? And no, I'm not doing this, doing this just to get a rouse It's not like I chose this pain I wish the circumstance would change But for now, it seems like I am on my own [Verse 2] Guеss I'm thinking I can self-diagnose How the hеll can an H.M.O. know? Call the doctor and the doctor said "Please press 1 for payment" Terrified of the unknown Unknown discomfort ahead Sometimes, I wonder what it's like being normal I guess there's something inside me, just not understood Perhaps it's all within my imagination Clock in, punch out, fade in, die out It's just too much, I promise I am trying [Chorus] Oh ho oh, will you believe me now? Crushing anxiety, it towers the reality No-oh-oh, I'm not doing this, doing this, just to get a rouse It's not like I chose this pain I wish my circumstance would change But for now, it seems like I am on my own [Bridge] Was I nurtured into this frame of mind? Or is it nature that I cannot fight? But still, I grab this pen to change my future The past, I look for answers, nostalgia starts to blur Nostalgia starts to blur [Verse 3] I'm alright, I'll be fine Guess you gotta just believe me when I tell you this time No control, no complains Life is like a happy ending, it does not work that way [Chorus] Oh ho oh, will you believe me now? Crushing anxiety, it towers over reality No-oh-oh, I'm not doing this, doing this, just to get a rouse It's not like I chose this pain I wish my circumstance would change But for now, it seems like I am on my own