Let Go

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm a mess, it's a shame Just a curse, all alone I can't escape this flow Can't escape it on my own Feel the stress, hear the stirring A rage pushed low I tried not to let it show I tried to let it go [Chorus] I, I lie to my last breath that I'm not gone (Not gone) I tried being honest once and lost count of all it's cost I keep waking up as somebody new The absence of me is the proof Will I be defined by loss or just lost like everyone? [Post-Chorus] I'm not sure you can hear me but, I'm ready Let's go [Verse 2] I'm losing count of all the friends I've lost through energy If I'm not running empty, they don't want a thing from me I'll send a message out so you can have it clearly set Half a man without a soul, that's all you'll fucking get I want to write it down, I want to set in stone A new start to force the balance so I can feed my soul Three decades on, I'm still running They can never say that I'm not trying, ow Another void in the shade and it feels like drowning I swear on lives and a God I have no belief in I am nothing, is that what you wanted from me? And three decades on, I'm still running They can never say that I'm not trying [Chorus] I, I lie to my last breath that I'm not gone (Not gone) I tried being honest once and lost count of all it's cost I keep waking up as somebody new The absence of me is the proof Will I be defined by loss or just lost like everyone? [Bridge] I'm sick of seeing ghosts in the broken frames at home Couldn't we have run together? Because the journey's too much alone I've contemplated joining you sometimes when I get low So am I destined to face failure, never to find an afterglow? Oh no What the fuck have I become? No What the fuck have I become? I told you I need you You threw me to the wolves I promise it's over I'll find my own way through, yeah [Chorus] I lie to my last breath that I'm not gone I tried being honest once And lost count of all it cost And if that darkness catches up, will I become Someone no longer defined by loss? Just lost like everyone [Outro] Brace yourself, I'm about to fall off Brace yourself, I'm about to go off