Lyin’ 2 Self

Lyrics

[Intro: Bubba Sparxxx] Uh huh uh huh When it's time to go to work, it's time to go to work No matter what's going on in your life You know what' I'm sayin'? That's right [Verse 1: Bubba Sparxxx] Whether the money's up or the money's down Bubba ain't fuckin' around When it come to constructin' the sounds Take me a couple of nouns And put 'em to work with the verbs Bloody murder alert We ain't from the city, we ain't from the burbs We come from the dirt of this Earth I skert and I skert (skeeert) Too scared to be scared So what have you heard? This dead in the dirt What I have heard is nothin' but fuckin' words Discussion of such occurrences, none of which has occurred (Nada) I'm not disturbed, I'm undeterred Just shut up and put in the work I beg the Lord forgive me please but never step foot in a church Life it hurts, of course why wouldn't it hurt We get it how we live but some stuff you just couldn't've worked Run it up, runnin' around I done rocked hundreds of towns Sometimes my name it was up in the lights Sometimes it was none to be found Sometimes it was love in the crowds Sometimes it was thunderous sounds when I departed the stage Sometimes it was hardly the case [Chorus: Bubba Sparxxx] If I said I ain't lost a lot then I'd be lyin' to myself I said I never felt forgot and I was lyin' to myself If I say stoppin' is an option though I'm lyin' to myself So you try and then you failed, it ain't worth lyin' to yourself And if you think you fuckin' with me you just lyin' to yourself Think I forgot the way you did me, dog you lyin' to yourself You think a bitch is something in me, naw you lyin' to yourself I done died and went to hell when I'm lyin' to myself [Verse 2: Bubba Sparxxx] Look right at yourself, and lie to yourself I can admit it, I done tried it as well You tried it and failed I betcha that I can prevail 'Cause if at first I don't succeed, I'm tryin' it twelve Or a hundred and twelve 'Til I'm punchin' myself up under the jail What in the hell? How come nobody told me that the homie Most of the time, won't be the homie, when I need a homie But homie, thought you was my That's when he told me the jokin' was on me See the one I blew kisses to first when I did it to Wasn't just blowin' me only Not just that, she blowin' the homie Man this love shit is phony baloney I'm only fifteen, I ain't supposed to be totally lonely And that's when mama reminded me All of the times that she told me that people would lie to me She wouldn't lie to me, nah, I'ma just lie to me [Chorus: Bubba Sparxxx] If I said I ain't lost a lot then I'd be lyin' to myself I said I never felt forgot and I was lyin' to myself If I say stoppin' is an option though I'm lyin' to myself So you try and then you failed, it ain't worth lyin' to yourself And if you think you fuckin' with me you just lyin' to yourself Think I forgot the way you did me, dog you lyin' to yourself You think a bitch is something in me, naw you lyin' to yourself I done died and went to hell when I'm lyin' to myself [Verse 3: CUB da CookUpBoss] Heard you pussies want some of my time just get in line Everything I got I took it or earned it, so it's mine Heard you suckas tryna hate on Cook 'Cause I scooped your chain And you niggas rap basic as mud I make the shit you talk hard to sell 'Cause I give it to 'em raw When your eyes got a vinegar smell I hopes that bar didn't go over your head 'Cause I'm on another level playin' for keeps Breathin' the dead See all that cappin', hope your being is right I'm on stage gettin' paid and I just learned how to hold the mic They say CUB loc ain't no gangsta Well, tell 'em I aim and fuck what they think I live at the bank or shoot in it [Chorus: Bubba Sparxxx] If I said I ain't lost a lot then I'd be lyin' to myself I said I never felt forgot and I was lyin' to myself If I say stoppin' is an option though I'm lyin' to myself So you try and then you failed, it ain't worth lyin' to yourself And if you think you fuckin' with me you just lyin' to yourself Think I forgot the way you did me, dog you lyin' to yourself You think a bitch is something in me, naw you lyin' to yourself I done died and went to hell when I'm lyin' to myself