If You Wanted to Know

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, I'm Zigg Zagg Introduce yourself to my mind Man . . . Tired of this shit Bout to give up man If you wanted to know why, I'm about to tell you [Verse 1] I pack my shit and skip town if you wanted to know why Couldn't take it no more, I tried to focus like I'm trapped in slow motion I took my pennies and decided it's time I'm giving up on the one thing that took me out of the crime I've seen it all cash, money, drug-traffic, murder one to the pen The close homies turn they back on me when i get to the end Fall victim to the game that i played but you can laugh All at once I had a feeling that the fun wouldn't last Having dreams of death begging on my hands and knees pray to god daily I'm moving on The [?] is driving me crazy Competition I've been missing out street lights and freedom Try to travel, but they hate to see me rise up and beat em And so it's me vs the county of the city of Sac And if you ask I'm not a victim cause I'm tuckin the mac I got a lot to get to learn bout life, need time to grow I got a negative look at myself as I roll solo [Chorus] How could you tell me when it's time to give up that's when I choke How could you bend with me smash out when i get to my low Point in my lifestyle Times ain't what they promise just go Because I'd rather be alone, guess you wanted to know How could you make me out to be worse then I felt like before How could you act as if you love me when the feeling don't show Me I got nobody, suddenly as I wake up to go I took my life because I died in my sleep [Verse 2] Some years went by found out my associates fake They only loved me cause they thought that I could get a big break I be in a [?] from me and myself look out for nothin but [?] I got one homie true believe it I got the best I can have But when I tell you I be leavin, my intentions are good And if you follow me I promise take you up out of the hood I say watch out you don't know what you get into until its gone It's been a long time coming shoot me if my promise is wrong Drink till I drop as I watch falling apart till i trip I make a living but I still go back to the hood with no brick Can't even trust what I thought was to be a good business partner He was sneaky like the rest and then get mad when I caught ya Said I'm history Whatever I do next then that's a mystery Don't show my face in public might put me out of my misery I got these thoughts I'm about to explode [?] Reality hit me today so if you wanted to know [Chorus] How could you tell me when it's time to give up that's when I choke How could you bend with me smash out when i get to my low Point in my lifestyle Times ain't what they promise just go Because I'd rather be alone, guess you wanted to know How could you make me out to be worse then I felt like before How could you act as if you love me when the feeling don't show Me I got nobody, suddenly as I wake up to go I took my life because I died in my sleep [Verse 3] I put all of my faith in the fan base They say that I'm the best at what I'm doing I turn my back and erase I took the image that I had and put it all in my own words I been through million dollar cases and courthouses that hurt I'm getting old These YG's take me out in some time Pushin a deal with the man I never wanted to sign So this is me and what I see I guess I wish I could past Meantime you listen close you know the game wouldn't last Although I picked this shit I still remain in the dark Felt like this music is the only one that's dear to my heart It's like I'm babysittin half of the team half of the time I get to argue with the ones who don't respect what they find And so I'm left I'm depressed, I wake up early and cry Just another day in drama crash and burn with the lies I put myself in someone else's shoes Thought you knew I might not never wake up again time you check out the truth [Chorus X3] How could you tell me when it's time to give up that's when I choke How could you bend with me smash out when i get to my low Point in my lifestyle Times ain't what they promise just go Because I'd rather be alone, guess you wanted to know How could you make me out to be worse then I felt like before How could you act as if you love me when the feeling don't show Me I got nobody, suddenly as I wake up to go I took my life because I died in my sleep