So Hard 2 Take

Lyrics

[Intro: Mikl & Se7en] I tried so hard to get you out of my mind Ayo, check it, hmm... [Verse 1: Se7en] I tried so hard until it was all over and done with All feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach At first it was love kid than it turned into constant arguments I tried my hardest to stop it, this bitch that started it Taking advantage of my fragile heart; tore it apart The sting of unattraction I should have known it from the start Overpowered by hazel eyes my mind parts for minutes Picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image My thoughts depended on her actions, her ways, her love I served all the gods of lust I prayed enough Embraced her trust made no fuss a dream it had to be Day by day I notice the pain increase rapidly In a dying sense I tried to forget it and let it pass But by doing this I forced a relationship that would never last Every path was barricaded all trust was gone Playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong [Chorus: Mikl] I have questioned my love for you You're leaving me You know I can't handle this pain Cry for you in this rain Why won't I just say I'm sorry so you'll Turn around and come back home I'm just so tired of being alone [Verse 2: Se7en] I hate her how many times haven't I said it I hate the fact that she hates me and I shall never forget it Never have I ever fucked with her feelings let her regret it All of these years lost in the tears that my letters presented I still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the glass I separated from the glass picture I flicked Together as one, I'm wondering what I've done to take this Holding my pillow every night wishing that she'd replace it But fuck it its all over and done feelings are gone And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs So now my arms are empty? Left in my shirt I love you shit I can't even say I remember the words Never destroyed anything having to do with her past You ruined the last You were hiding the truth in a mask You stupid ass I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned We had our times until today I hope you're happy alone [Chorus: Mikl] I have questioned my love for you You're leaving me You know I can't handle this pain Cry for you in this rain Why won't I just say I'm sorry so you'll Turn around and come back home I'm just so tired of being alone [Outro: Se7en & Mikl] Ye, Se7en, check it, Mikl Shea, BrokeNCYDE, and i'm now, one... (So hard...)