Lyrics

[Verse] Lately it's been a lot on my mind Fighting battles, internal, inside There be some days I can't talk to my mom 'Cause I'm dealing with so many feelings And really I'm feeling like I shouldn't whine And just speak on the thoughts that I bury Like, if I don't make it, at least I was tryin' At least I tried to make it out At least I tried to be someone At least I tried to fight my doubts At least I gave this shit my all I can't give in, I can't give out And when the pressure cavin' in I'll make some diamonds out of dirt Ghetto angels protectin' me from sin But I buriеd some bodies and it hurt Have you еver been fucked up? That's the worst All the shit I'm accomplishin' my first I was doing the most to get close to my dreams And abandonin' hope 'cause it don't work I done seen shit you wouldn't believe Where I'm from, every day a new face put on a shirt Go to school, stomach hurt and I ain't eat If they ask, I was lying to the nurse Bad grades, now they honor me City hated me, now they all proud of me And the music kept the smile on me But the industry fake, they lied to me Got haters, say they proud of me Like, how you tired of me? I've been goin' crazy, gotta admit How you can't fuck with me honestly, yeah