Burden on My Heart

Lyrics

[Intro] Prolly the realist shit I wrote How I really feel Right there [Verse 1] At the funeral lookin' at Ivy sleep (Look at my nigga) Wishin' he would wake right up and talk to me (Wake up, nigga, fuck) Me and you together brought you jealousy (Jealousy) Tears up in my eyes feel like you died for me (Died for me) I came home, Mooky hugged me and she cried to me (Cried to me) She said, "Don't let 'em kill you like they did Bleek" If it wasn't for me, he prolly never be deep in these streets I hold that in my heart as a memory Clutchin' 40s, shootin' up parties full of Hennessy From the heart Titus, I'm sorry for penitentiary (Sorry, nigga) You in there 'cause of me They killed Lil Dee Cross the tracks stepper We shoulda been with him Knew them niggas wasn't really his homeboys I shoulda said somethin' Shit'll make ya relapse I shoulda told Tunechi sit his ass down I shoulda put my dawg in rehab Had a baby on my girl and had another one I broke ya heart when I told you 'bout the other one [Chorus] Burden on my heart (I got a burden on my heart) Cross on my back (Save me, sins coming back) Tears in my eyes (Tears flooded in my eyes) Journal is black (One love) I got a burden on my heart ('Lotta pain in my heart) Cross on my back (Say my sins coming back) Blood on my hands (Enemies feeling reign) Journal is black (Shh) [Verse 2] D.A want revenge 'cause he done lost He want my friends 'cause he done lost Look like I done made a hard way for my friends because I'm out Child Support (Child Support) I gotta take the pussy route Hate payin' that shit 'Cause I do like I pushed 'em out I'm at the funeral (At the funeral) My momma speaking like a G Now I'm thinkin' 'bout it (Thinkin' 'bout it) When she'll be speaking over me? They say the church cried (Cried) When she was speaking over Bleek Yesterday I just cried (Deep), that's a burden underneath I sent you flowers, nigga, rest in peace Thinkin' 'bout yo' killa cowards in every deadly dream (Yah, yah) Don't like ridin' down that street Sherwood Forest neither (You know why) All I see is Ivy hangin' out the beamer (My nigga dead) Some people made me hurt alotta people I lost a bitch who was a silent keeper I pressed the red and I didn't wanna receive it Now I'm missing my lil' sista Teaka, damn [Chorus] Burden on my heart (I got a burden on my heart) Cross on my back (Save me, sins coming back) Tears in my eyes (Tears flooded in my eyes) Journal is black (One love) I got a burden on my heart ('Lotta pain in my heart) Cross on my back (Say my sins coming back) Blood on my hands (Enemies feeling reign) Journal is black (Shh)