Swimming In Anxiety

Lyrics

[Pre-Chorus] I'm tryna find my way out Time and money, two things I don't play 'bout I find it funny when they say I changed up Yeah, I did for the better I was down, had to get up Fake friends only call you when they need you See you doing good is when they see you Where were you when I was in the deep blue? Drowning in my thoughts, underneath it all [Chorus] I was swimming in anxiety Praying that I find my peace Further than my arms can reach Feeling like I'm lost at sea Swimming in anxiety And some nights I can't sleep And some days I don't eat But I know it's up to me To find my peace, to find my peace [Verse] Pray I'm walking on water, came from the gutter Scars all on my face, like I'm Harry Potter Hurt too many times, still won't hurt another Now I don't have no friends, just brothers and lovers Gotta protect all of my energy I'm a rare breed, no wonder why they branded me (For real) I'll succeed and surpass their limitations I'm not a racist, but I need segregation From all the fake shit Fake ass commentators Push me to the edge, I'll be catching cases, mmhmm She want me for my status, mmhmm I need more than fake love I've been sinking in the deep end The world is so cold, got my freezing There's a ice box where my heart used to be Icebox got my chain glistening [Pre-Chorus] I'm tryna find my way out Time and money, two things I don't play 'bout I find it funny when they say I changed up Yeah, I did for the better I was down, had to get up Fake friends only call you when they need you See you doing good is when they see you Where were you when I was in the deep blue? Drowning in my thoughts, underneath it all [Chorus] I was swimming in anxiety Praying that I find my peace Further than my arms can reach Feeling like I'm lost at sea Swimming in anxiety And some nights I can't sleep And some days I don't eat But I know it's up to me To find my peace, to find my peace