no mercy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I can't teach myself to fly Everyone wants me to die There's another girl inside Who cuts herself and always hides And they all break her, and they throw rocks They pick on her until she cries Circle like vultures, for easy targets For someone scared and traumatized They diagnose me, CPTSD They say splitting happens sometimes The treatments work but, the job undoes it I get sick when I look online [Bridge] Please leave my friend alone inside my head And let me mend the damage you have left Cuz you've done plenty, that's enough I beg, leave us to be I can only do so much To glue again these parts of me [Verse 2] I was sober until I came back I take oxys half the time now People close worry about me People far want my demise now And they don't know they already got it They don't know we rot inside Ronnie's fine but, Lydia's bleeding She disappears for months at a time So I just handle what I can for her It's even hard for me sometimes I get too high 'til my body's shaking And all I can do is write And so I'll write And you won't listen And you'll make 30 million tweets But you don't need to It's self-sustaining I tell the truth, they laugh at me [Hook] Fine keep drinking, take what's left Siphon everything we have I see your hunger knows no end I hope someone stronger's next My soul is weak I've not one piece of metal plate still shielding me Now I've forgotten how to breathe Thought I could fly, god, how na�ve You've no mercy