metallurgy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, nothing left for me to say So let's go our separate ways I still think about you every day I still think about you every- [Chorus] Even though you messed me up Turned my brain to mush Somehow I miss the pain and fighting Even though the love is gone And I'm moving on I'm looking backwards through tinted glass Even though scars haven't healed Wounds reopen when I let people close Now after everything I miss you most I was your toy and you molded me so Molded me so [Verse 2] Being loved is worsе than being alone I need to suffer, I need to atonе Lay down my wrists at the foot of your throne I am a cancer, just crush all my- [Chorus] Even though you ruined me And vanquished my steed Being your victim is all I needed Though you ripped out my heart And tore it apart Growing it back is so disconcerting And though bruises still weep I don't understand why you won't hurt me I need to tremble in fear while I sleep That what was pushed me to look up and reach, oh [Verse 3] What is a person who's not made to bleed? Is that truly a person that I'm meant to be? Aren't I garbage? That's what you told me Stop being nice to me, stop it, stop- [Chorus] Even though you messed me up Turned my brain to mush Somehow I miss the pain and fighting Even though the love is gone And I'm moving on I'm looking backwards through tinted glass Even though scars haven't healed Wounds reopen when I let people close Now after everything I miss you most I was your toy and you molded me so