Lyrics

As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it She craves confusion, I aid her delusion The sailor boy, her sailor boy A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within Oh - oh It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say How insecurity works out this way The bigger my sins, more she wants me The bigger my lies, more she gives to me I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles There's annihilation here, the love I defile I lose my need for her, lose my feelings Lose myself in this puddle of drugs In our ship, she patches the holes I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck Now I cannot abandon this wreck