No Wish

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[Intro: Raphael Saadiq & Black Milk] (Wish that I...) (Wish that I...) (Wish that I...) Yeah, wish that I... [Verse 1: Black Milk] (Wish that I...) Yeah Didn't have to wish at all But life hits you hard, back against the wall (Wall) Ain't no wishing on a star We was adolescents, wishing for foreign cars To roll through the gutter like bowling balls, just showing off (Slow down, slow down) Could slow down this fast life, handles on the brakes Perfectly trying to handle your mistakes, same (Same) Wishing with no candles, no cake, flame (Wish that I...) Had stress relieved Wish the loved ones that was lost Had more breaths to breathe Wish we didn't speak another Have to utter another "rеst in peace," nah (Wish that I...) Wish that I... Have to bе the one To always keep it together, like stitches My shoulders where my chip is My soul's where I go for riches 'Cause ain't no genie in a bottle taking wishes [Interlude: Raphael Saadiq, Black Milk & Phonte] (Wish that I...) Wish that I... New Tigallo, New Tigallo, New Tigallo [Verse 2: Phonte] Yo, I was 6 years old, she was a neighbor Who said "Come here and do me a favor" A kiss I gave her Lips filled with the artificial flavors Of candy that we shared Cherry Now and Laters made our tongues red But so many things went unsaid 'Cause if my mama found out, she would annihilate us Confused and aroused by her misbehavior No one to talk, nowhere to turn, so I put pen to paper How can a bad touch feel good? How do we make amends when we use one another? Call me a friend, then abuse one another Not powerless, the cowardice of you motherfuckers To leave me all alone with new feelings I'm confronted with Was mindin' my own and I ain't ask for none of this But, with some acknowledgement, I coulda got in front of it To keep my wife and kids from bearing the brunt of it There's gotta be a path to healing and revealing All the feelings of shame that's been dividing me in half Anxiety on overdrive, reminders of the past I'm "shook, scared to look," word to Prodigy and Hav All I wanted was my people to be proud of me and ask Every once in a while, "How you doing?," for some follow through Tried to close the door on my emotions But loneliness is not the same as solitude Wish that I could talk to the younger me To tell him that I'm proud And that he is allowed to express everything he's feeling underneath The joy and the pain is part of the game And you shoulda been protected, but part of me regrets Pushing you to the limit, 'cause you gotta be the best Went from left for dead on the mausoleum floor To being celebrated on the colosseum steps No fear, I am here to emancipate you Be sure to stop and smell the sassafras on your way to MasterClass For all the times you prayed to God Hoping "this too shall pass," like Babe Ruth 20 years, still here, it's not a fad or a fetish 40 bars in, now it's hopefully embedded Any nigga wanna test, he gon' woefully regret it I'm Pastor Tigallo, don't you ever fucking forget it, nigga [Outro: Raphael Saadiq, Black Milk & Both] (Wish that I...) Oh-oh, oh-oh Wish that I... (Yeah!) Oh-oh, oh-oh Wish that I...