nothing changes if nothing changes

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Lonely as I never known Things been getting better tho, should've grown Into the throne that I was shown, but couldn't let it go Say it ain't so, not even safe inside the home I buried everyone I known Gone cold to the things I can't control Every day been the same, anxiety been getting old But got a hold everywhere I fucking go Everywhere I fucking go This ain't a place I wanna bring you Hold me while I breathe in Faces all been see through I been up to nothing new Nothing in my reason I might pop a fеw Just to feel nothing for a season [Chorus] Long live the mеmories Months go by like centuries Drain me of this energy Couldn't be a friend of me I'm the only enemy Speaking on it carefully You ain't really know me bitch I say that respectfully Missing old ways terribly My own mental scared of me Screaming through it endlessly Least I got some time to sleep Only time they leave me be Only time they leave me be [Verse 2] This ain't for the weak, but I don't think it's built for me Been years, I should've peaked Personal critique Deaded all my self esteem I'm getting used to the fatigue Don't even speak unless you got the antidote inside your teeth I been at it all my life Looking like I never tried Couldn't bring me peace of mind Wondering why they let me die Scared of everything I hide Hate the way I been inside Swear I wanted better times Guess they on the other side [Chorus] Long live the memories Months go by like centuries Long live the memories (Guess they on the other side) Months go by like centuries Long live the memories Months go by like centuries Long live the memories (Guess they on the other side) Months go by like centuries [Outro] I hope you never feel this pain I'm glad I'll never be the same It ain't you that's been the blame I'm the only reason shit don't ever change