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[Verse 1] I wanna tell him I'm grateful But don't trust his angle Why the times gettin' hateful I'm wakin' up to a shameful Face the mirror and dangle Lace the rope till I'm angel Pops didn't want his son Till it seemed he could bring in the funds (Could you give me some?) It's like you was there for a minute But can't see the damage you done Poison your lungs and drink till your numb I know you hurt, but you don't adjust Wasn't enough, nobody trust Now I hate living as much Now I hate living as much Now I hate living as much Mama tryna rise me right Can't feel my spine You got all this time, don't worry it's fine Half past 9 and I ain't sleep all night I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes [Chorus] I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimеs I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes [Verse 2] I'm gonna losе my shit Or maybe I already did I don't wanna miss just being a kid Innocent but I had my fits I couldn't tell what it is Thought I was normal like this School had me panickin', worse as it gets Couldn't get grip Life was a bitch and I wasn't ready for shit [Chorus] I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes [Verse 3] Remind me again How you gonna be my friend? Stuck in my head, maybe they hate me instead Maybe I'll never get up out the pen I'm sorry you had to be there when I was practically dead Inside for hours, wouldn't get up out of bed Sleep 'cause the pain didn't follow me then Hate myself more than anyone could Life never felt so good, whoops, misunderstood I would've ended my shit if I could I would've ended my shit if I could [Outro] Sick of this shit I send my love but I'll bury it quick I'm paper thin, my patience dim I'm hiding in sight but won't let you in Fuck it I guess I'll try living again Fuck it I guess I'll try living again