I’m Sorry, I’m Decide

Lyrics

(Verse 1) [Big Ice] They finally gave me a chance Now they fucking with the kid Now they all showing love The hate is always short lived Old friends wanna cross me I'm not sure why that is God flow, but I'm not God I won't forget and I won't forgive Cause I did it all in my own Did it all with no team I was locked in my dorm room With no confidence and low self esteem Had to get it out the mud Had dirt stains on my jeans Had to go through nightmares Just to make it to my dream By all means Uh And these rappers are hardly amusing I'm 5'10, 300 I guess it's hard to move me A good heart, so it's easy to use me I pray you never lose me I pray you see that I'm the greatest And there's no confusion And ain't no doubt about it The people gone always choose me I got bigger plans Look at the goals I'm pursuing You can stay a hater Or sip on this tea I'm brewing If you're ever up against me Then you're losing And that's just how I feel (Verse 2) [Big Ice] I am so sorry that I am aggressive I am so sorry, I'm ruthless I'll choke you if you try to snatch off my necklace I have no record, I will if you try me And that's for the record I'm playing chess while you rappers play checkers I'm taking my time Putting my pieces all in the right sections like I'm playing Tetris Uh I am so sorry My titties ain't perky My lips are not glossy My figure ain't perfect I am so sorry, I love who I am I Don't need validation, I know that I'm worth it I put the work in Nothing was given Just know that's for certain Who knew that I would ever be a star? Round of applaud when they pull back that curtain Had an old homie say "I wouldn't make it" I won't even lie man that shit kinda hurt me Cause they never mad when you change They only mad when your changing into a better person So now I'm on 10 Life's a movie You gotta make sure you got the right lens They don't ever love you while you still here Only when them credits roll at the end Uh And I'm only getting better They can hate it's whatever I'ma still shine I kill rappers just to kill time Making my mark in the game I'm leaving a big stain like I'm red wine If you ever cut me off Don't be all in my face You see I'm on now So you out looking for tape I can't relate These niggas don't love you forreal They fuck with you to see what to take I'm on a strict diet these days Focus on the chicken Keep that beef off of your plate I am so sorry I am only human When I'm in my feelings, I walk away What more can I say? I am playing just to win I do not play just to play I had to do it my way So y'all could see what it means This is a marathon It's not a race Uh yeah And I thank God I'm alive Been through some things, I survived I told Gi give me time All them stars gone align Put my life on the line Blood sweat and tears When it come to mine I ain't never switching sides I ain't never switching sides Uh I'm on the court, I am not riding the pine Uh I'm in a whole different wave Washing these rappers, hop up on my tide Uh Do what I want You do what you can I do what I decide Uh And today I decide Uh That the game will be mine Uh