Lyrics

[Verse - Big Brody Ode] Okay, Now they're gone Was holding my breath I hate um to death I hate it when I hate when it ends My world comes crashing down all over again I count to ten Anxiety attacks after flashbacks At a past I want a second chance at Can't have that (nah) Forbidden, the fruit Hidden in the roots But whenever a drop comes down, I'm sipping the juice Need an excuse So good it seduces me I just got the news I'm not who I used to be I can't shake it loose Someone chuckеd the deuce to mе I thought it was you You mustn't thought it was me Okay, that's my queue to leave I hopped up like Ash when Fez said we bout to breeze Start the car Peace out for me In the mirror hoping that you are After me But you aren't And that's where I was wrong Because I should have put you first And now you're gone I'm out in Hialeah So high up that I can see ya Can't deny right now I need ya Uh It must be hard to miss a narcissist Writing you in songs like this four years strong But life goes on [Verse - Big Brody Ode] Pardon the delay But to my dismay Streaming made me wait To change my name when rappers sign theirs away Was s'pose to wrote this song a long time ago But I was going coast to coast I wasn't rhyming though Experiencing highs and lows And somewhere in between those It's hard to define Myself, I'm not the kind To spell it out for you But I'll leave crumbs on the route for you That most will never figure out Yet somehow you Made it this far A listener I'm dedicating this one to you Whoever you are Sometimes I feel they playing voodoo My hair in a doll These just some loose thoughts I'm sharing with y'all As I recall These are y'all favorites The heart wrenching labors of love That's hard to label cus they lack a chorus Become a staple in the discog Nobody can rip off Prove I ain't just some chap tryna lip off Nah I'm out here all alone Cus all the Children Playing Records stopped playing They grown And I'm still focused on the past Tryna make it last Knowing it's gone Mouse done moved so far away At times I find it hard to say I miss him on the phone But life goes on [Outro - Big Brody Ode] And that's how I feel I feel like I'm stuck in place And I'm just letting life happen to me Until something in life is big enough To push me Forward